Too Late.

I have something to give you

But you are gone

I can't believe how much I miss you

I wish I could see you

And talk, eat and laugh.

How I love you

But never told

Cry in my pillow

Weeping willow

If only you were here

The things I would do for you

Please, somehow, know

That I adore you

That you are beautiful

I would do anything for you

To support you

In this life and the next

I would build you a pyramid

And make you immortal

I would spend time with you

I would just love you

The way you loved me.

I miss you Mum.

The Most.

Path leading down

Quiet on the river

Cockatoos, seagulls, ducks

People, sunlight

Sea green river

Boy with a football

Children playing

The bridge, rocks.

Brown-light, river.

Boy fishing

Houses on the mountain,

River slowly running
Boy digging

Boat shack cafe
Two best friends

Sunset. 

He leads me by still waters

Darlin’ darlin’ who’s gone home. Grievin’ grievin’, so much so.

Dark afternoon should have stayed in my room. Errand to run, I didn't know it would be this hard.

I think I’ll just go to the pub.

Rainin’ rainin’ rain so good. Reserving my feelings , tucked in my hood.

Cryin’ cryin’ that’s not allowed.

Feeling so sad, that I’m passing out.

Miss you, miss you, it could only get worse. Although we all loved you, you still got hurt.

Trippin, trippin, about how you went. Love you, love you, need you here.

You should just see how close to our hearts you are. Even though we’re on the other side of the world.

Drinkin’, drinkin’, drinkin’ my wine, then day fell on night. Can’t deal with the fact of going home by myself tonight.

Just take a walk in my shoes. Not this time.

Darlin’ darlin where have you gone?

Why I’ve gone home to be with Jesus, where all the rivers run.

Darlin’ darlin’ what have you done?

How can I ever listen to music again.

Darlin’ darlin’ how does it go? To enjoy and suffer the deals and the blows. That  it’s the ones that swing low, who suffer the most.

So many times I’ve taken refuge in my soundgarden. Five platinum albums.

It's raining it’s pouring the children all said, and he bumped his head on the end of the bed.

People, people everywhere have vices and problems and it's not any good. Why can’t you be kind, why can’t you be good?

Like Chris was and I am and so are my friends.

But you still expect money at the price of love.

Love you love you, love you I do, and here’s some red roses for your family and you.

Copyright

Marie Celeste Carroll

19th, May, 2017.

Frogs

Lily pads
Lotus
Mud
Water
Stalks
Flowers
Bread
Honey
Moncks
Temples
Cymbols
Sunset.

Candle

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When you're down
When you're all by yourself
When you've got nothing to do
And nowhere to go
Please remember
That I love you
I care about you
Wherever you are
What you've done
Or havent done
Though you are not near, but far
Will you hold onto your star
Will you keep me in your heart?
Even though you're broken
That you can't get up
Remember the faith I spoke of
That we shared our love.
Although you are abandoned
And they've used you through and through
Through silent tears, don't give into your fears.
As you wash your face in the dew.

Games people play.

High jumps
Slippery dips
Merry go round
Fish and chips

Monopoly
Risk
Strip poker
Drug bliss

Football
Netball
Word games
Hit and miss

Trouble
Marbles
Fables
Barbie

Telescopes
Microscopes
Chemistry set
Place your bets

Play-station
Politicians
Photography
And our ambitions

Skipping rope
Also swings
And a book
To teach you things

Sing along
Play cherades
Tin soldiers
And pretty maids

Racing cars
Space ships
A lot of games
And head-trips

But I just don't
Know what to do today
I like the land I like the sea
I wish that God

Would let me be
Would set me free
Explain what you have done to me
What is it you want from me?

Forget me nots

Random encounter
Count dracula
Dark power

Little flower
Another planet
Her fascinator

Grapes sour
Hidden treasure
Rhyme andd measure

Forbidden pleasure
Just to test her
Tragic dancer

Star-gazer
Magic power
Heliotropic superwowzer

Valentines
Send roses
Duck for cover

I hate it
Im a satanist
Only joking

Stop poking me
Be a busy bee
Stop smoking

Isn"t it startling
Want some lovin'
Grab a coffee

Get some munchies
Got any money
It just ain't funny

With the bunny
Got to keep on tryin'
To be sunny

Try to forget
The faith lies in the -
Bottom, of your head

Wake up
Get outta bed
Rest when you're dead.

Billions

The who's who and blah, blah, blah
the tax man, he goes to far!
Marylin her life is gone
Stuffed toys, left on the lawn

We don't know you
you talk too fast
You're meant to go
to the Catholic Church!

Te he he
More rum for me
in this room
of burgundy

Mending socks
the mission rocks
We should fly away
Somewhere far away

In the still of the night
what's your keep
in which position
Do you sleep?

Who goes there
What do you learn
What did you dream
What have you seen?

Overtaken on highway
Ninety-nine
Words and nausea
to buy some nautica,
to buy some time.


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Girl Without a Name

Why does it have to be so
It's just a head game and it snows
As I lay down on my pillow
And weep and you watch me in my sleep
Without enough for my keep
Whilst my best friend calls me cheap
And everyone lies and cheats
I've heard of that
Of people stealing a loaf of bread
And never coming back
I've seen you somewhere before
I've heard of a man who died
From aggravation of his life
I can hear them in my mind
And can't they be unkind
Why CAN"T you leave me alone
Everywhere I go you follow
Because you don't know
You just don't know what you're doing
You don't know where you're going
You don't know me
I could show you
But then you'd show me
So what am I supposed to do
Oh what have you done
So that I've come all undone
It'd be better to have a bong
And that you stole all my songs
And all my blood
For this man to have a dead fuck
Wouldn't it be half your luck
And doesn't life just suck
What with the Arian race
And the stress on my face
And even the theft of my lace
For goodness sake.

My Star.

(Announcement) You know happiness is my star!
For so long I'd forgotten
So many things have gone wrong
So many people unforgiven

"Better to have loved and lost
Than  never loved at all"
Only got one thing to tell you
That I want more

Chorus

Baby I want more
Wanna hit the dance floor
Want you in my heart and soul
Like I never have before

Are you walking out the back
Come on and get behind me Jack
All you want is to hop into the sack
Well it's giving me a panic attack!

'Chorus'

Help  me chase the clouds away
Let us greet a brand new day
Get down upon my knees and pray
Do whatever that you say

'Chorus'

So what'll it be Gus
You know I think
we'd better discuss -
Can you be the one whom I can trust?

'Chorus'

So why don't you come back Stan
And I'll be doin' what I can
to make it better and better
Forever and ever.

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